Seasonal Personal Blogs

  What am I supposed to do? Yes, I know what I want to do in my life; But I do not know of how and which route shall lead me to my adored life. I see a similar route which might lead me to my adored life; But the route says; no entry for the new comers.     What am I supposed to do? The days are passing with the blink of the sun, My days are melting like the butter placed above the hot bun, My brain cells are studying the body of the Gun; But the bullet is what I want to become and have fun with the gun.   What I am supposed to do?     I might probably have found the vague route now; But the cruel education system has chained my legs and dragged me with its conventional force.  

Do not Judge me for wearing white, top to bottom while trekking in forest. You might ponder that I wore it just for the sake of fashion or to look good in photos. Well of course you are right, but only up to wee extend. The sole reason to wear all white, even not sparing my white Chuck Taylor All Star converse; was because of the leeches. You might say, that is a total bullshit, what does leeches has to do with white color? Are they not attracted to white color? Etc. So here is my personal simple legit cause which also defines the relationship between leeches and white color; look, if a leech comes or climbs at your white colored shoe or cloth, then it's easily visible, preventing the chance of leeches to come in contact with your skin.  So far, u may already guess that i hate leeches. Every crawling insects or animals makes my body shiver to the core. They are the most ugly looking creatures on this planet earth. If I had...

I do not buy the belief "khoon ka rishta hi asli rishta hota hai".  This elegant and beautiful lady; her house not more than 10 steps far away from my home. We share the grandma and grand daughter relationship. No, we don't have the blood linkage relationship, yet we share the most beautiful and unconditional relationship.  I never saw my paternal or maternal grandparents in real life, neither I have encountered an empty feeling of not having my grandparents beside me; precisely because this lady always showered me with her unconditional love and care.  Ever since I can remember, she always took care of me. I have lost the count of her saying "Tunia! Niko sa tante maha, miitoh so aah? " Meaning: Tunia! u will not drink "Mikko tea" (Myanmar origin tea), I will prepare for you ok? ", she always mispronounced Mikko as Niko; which I always corrected her and then we both always laughed it off.  After her better half ...

Yes People, the college days ends here.  Well.. do the college  days really ends here? For real!  Will i really not again hurryingly get ready for the class and mainly for the purpose of not missing the bus anymore?  Will i not really stand anxiously anymore alone  in my own made personal bus stop thinking whether the bus has already left by or not?  Will i not anymore see the cheerful and welcoming faces of my annoyingly lovely juniors?(Ma... N I'll miss these sunshines a lot)  Will i not anymore have the chance to tease the teachers and make them confuse about the topic, by knowingly asking too much questions?  Will i not anymore have that special fried rice with special garlic chutny topped with green peas offered in our favorite college canteen?  Will i not anymore have date with my SSR and annoy people by saying; "You know..... I have no Chingu....! "?  Will i not anymore stay in college till late...

Starting from the bottom and now the venture of my first official anchoring starts from here. For me, anchoring is one of the most high pleasure among all the pleasures.  Since childhood, I always loved and lived the pleasure of anchoring.  Very confident and outspoken child I was, doing anchoring in fellowships, church and school, amplified my confidence more and more. But the confidence slided down; when nearer the adulthood approached. The process of gaining confidence is like making a good wine, the more you work and give time to it, the more confidence you gain, just like giving more time to a wine makes it more sweeter and perfect.  This two different programs; 1st Foundation Day of Mudang Tage Youth Association, and Divine Mercy Feast Day, defines who I am and where I belong to; the first is the community where my existence lies and the other is Divine Mercy Church, wher...

Thinking about having to do internship in a media house itself was nerve breaking; filled with self doubt, inconfidence, insecurities and scared, did not even had the guts to imagine myself working in a media house for a month. My brain cells was exhausted to the core as I was appearing my end semester exams offline, and also had to move down to Capital ASAP since the internship was about to kick off soon after 3 days of completion of exam. It was more saddening because we were not getting any holidays; moreover had to come back to Ziro as the next semester was about to start off after two days of completion of internship. In a nutshell, I had to walk another thousand miles in a desert without enough water in the blazing hot venture.  On the very first day; me holding my CV in my hand, waiting for our guide, nervous yet confident enough to do a fine conversation.  Finally I saw a very familiar face, and it was our guide, Emma Ma'am; very welcoming and an extrovert, whose YouTu...

  DEAR ASPIRATION Dear aspiration, why are you so rock to comprehend; I know you want to be reached, and make the jolly memories wealthy. You star so bright but the maze to you hypnotize the wall nut. You eye me the way but your way is glass. Tell me how I am supposed to eye the way when it is transparent, Am I supposed to heart or nose the way?   Dear aspiration, please be saint to me or be a little sign board. Dear way, do not wander me and be the high way, So that I may car or bicycle, and if not, I can at least two leg; If accidents happen, then at least be kind enough to put a red plus.